For any of you who truly follow my blog, you probably noticed I had a bit of a break down/through last night, while coming face-to-face with my Julie and Julia fear. I’m not proud of it but it had to happen. Since, my mini movie break down I feel a bit better. No, I unfortunately didn’t get a job offer from somewhere amazing between 1am and now, nor did I figured out answers to my many life questions. I did however change my attitude and decide it was time to move my personal raincloud, put on my purple shoes and step into the sunshine…at least it sounds empowering.
Plus, I have a feeling something exciting and life changing is going to happen, soon. I don’t know what, but considering I get these feelings once in a while and something usually does happen, I usually take heed. I understand it could just be sheer coincidence, but in my mind I am slightly psychic, something I have tried to convince my husband of for years. Whatever it is, the best I could describe it as is a awakening, but not in the crazy, metaphysical sense as my Mother's belief in the Secret.
So back to life moving, this is just what I am doing, moving, or at least trying. I don’t know what this means or fully how to make this happen, but I have found, much like Julia, that I do better in life with projects. Which is why I have started refinishing my Adirondack chairs which I originally painted black. I feel that they actually need to be the BRIGHTEST BLUE I can find, or maybe orange. This should keep me going for a while, or at least until my "psychic something" happens; stop rolling your eyes.
Stay tuned….
Monday, April 19, 2010
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